This is a mixed feeling of pure excitement, unthinkable nervousness, nausea, happiness, and anticipation.
If everything goes smooth, I will be in the Happiest Place on Earth next Friday.
This has to go smooth. I planned everything, I write my plans, I memorize them, I make backup plans inside my head, this has to go smooth.
My heart is actually pounding whenever I think of it; I mean, if it will only be a simple vacation, then I would have been shouting joyfully right now. But it's not; it's a business trip and therefore I need to be extra careful and ensure that everything is going to go according to plan.
Anyway, let's take some nervousness off. This is Saturday and I plan to watch Inception later and I am currently looking at my Bangkok trip with my friends. It's insane. I remember feeling how happy we were and that we had nothing to think about for a full 7 days. The biggest concerns were what to eat next, what to buy, where to go and what to get people from back home. I didn't even care that we had nowhere to stay on the fourth or third day-I didn't even have plans. Which was so not me.
But that's what best friends do to you.
They give such comfort that walking with no direction with them feels as safe as on a guided tour. We were direction-less yet we didn't care so much because of such wonderful companions.
Comfort; that's the ultimate key.
I can't wait to save more and have another holiday with these girls. Let's do it again next year, yes? =)
On another note, my best friend who just got married last Feb is pregnant !! This is insanity; I can't imagine how she feels, cause I felt like jumping up and down when she told me. She's in my age and her husband is fabulous and they're one of my all-time fav couples, so there's no doubt that the baby is gonna be so loved and so extremely lucky. I can't wait to go baby-clothes-shopping =D
So anyway, wish me luck. I will post something more meaningful later. Bye!
