Four years; what's that, 1000 days? More?
It would be stupid for you to ask me how I feel; this is surreal. I can't remember the last time I was not with someone in my daily life.
You know how companies give out standby statements, deliver key messages, and so forth in communications world? I need those. I need to prepare some kind of a standby statement so people will stop asking "what's wrong"?
And lucky me, I have these super friends who are doing just that. Spreading the news quietly so I don't have to deal.
In the past few weeks I was a wreck, asking left and right whther I should do this. I think some of my friends see something that I don't. But in a way, I also see something they don't.
That this is for the best, for both of us.
At first I thought, "God please I hope I'm not making a mistake." But in the past two days I've come to think, "Even if I did make a mistake, so what?" Without making mistakes, you will never learn.
So, I guess this is it.
I can't write any more than this; not yet.
Be good. =)
